Ai'-shah's Blog

2010-12-30T18:48:00.002+08:00

the more i trust, the longer the story is about.

hiiiii. i spend more time on tumblr. huhu.

so yeah. sorry. :)

but i try my best to update more here too. just to be fair. ^^

i don't know what am i going to say, but i miss you.

5 more days to school reopen, junior's hug plus baby's revenge. :')

i'm so not getting ready for it. tsk. :)

bye. (:

2010-12-15T15:16:00.002+08:00

you can't forget the feelings that you're having. treasure it, will you?

once you

-promise me, you keep & mean it.

-lie to me, you will forever lie to me.

-make me hurt, i will forever rmb it.

saw PC just now at school. .________.

i wanna go out now. :\

-i close my eyes & pray.

2010-12-13T11:36:00.002+08:00

let me hear your silence cry. that's what bestfriend always hear.

what's stay in my mind is that -

you can't simply trust people around. like strangers esp!, & even your bestfriend.

i don't want to say that you can't trust them 100%,

but do find out the truth from others.

well, you shouldn't lie to me, if i know the truth, you'll have my hate - ness.

this happen alot to me, but yet i'm not angry with you.

please continue your lying. one day people won't trust you even you tell them the truth. :)

-iPhone 4 T.T

;iwanttomeetyou. ):

2010-12-09T23:47:00.002+08:00

31 dec. don't come nearer. PLEASE.

plus that's farahain's birthday, sorry baby!

since i don't want school to reopen, & get bully from her. ):

anw i miss her plus sweetheart. tsssssk!

i miss my bangs. && i want to cut my bangs back.

hiiii i'm fat plus short. ): ): i want to be grow taller + slim. :)

2010-12-04T12:38:00.002+08:00

promises can't be broken. why must it be broken from you?

hiiiiii. i can't sleep well ytd.

cos i keep thinking of iPhone & canon dslr. (Y)(Y)(Y)

i can't wait to hold iPhone now. ^-^V

& canon dslr, please don't out of stock. :>

iPhone, please maintain your bills, no out of stock too okay.

i'm so excited. HAHAH. -.-

dad, thanks for this. included myself. cos i studied hard for this iPhone. (:

now iPhone 4. next canon dslr. please wait for me, no out of stock okay. :)

-i want your hugs again.

2010-12-01T16:05:00.003+08:00

pictures of us together, will our friendship last long & make each of us happy?

29.11.10 was horrible. but i enjoyed it. really "loike".

cos i thought i got freedom from farahAIN, but that's just my thought.

but then she messed my hair up, & will be continuing on first day of school. T.T

she ask me to watch out, since she got her brain to think of what am i supposed to get from her, 8 times from her. .____________. THANKS BABY.

&& that was the day we got picnic, terrible picnic that i describe on.

+ ain's birthday. huhu, birthday bash. (:

brought 50 bucks, & got 9++ bucks back. awesome right?

walked in the rain, ran in the rain & pissed with + in the rain. HAHAH. -.-

manicure with @amirraahh, @nabella96, @runharafnia, ain + her sister & atiqah. (:

same colour with farahAIN's shirt colour. >__<

+ \M/ so much of this okay! HUHU. :D

- i'm confused la.

; i'm going to let you go. isn't that what you want?

2010-11-28T00:08:00.002+08:00

i'm bored, & hungry at the same time.

by now, i should get ready for school reopen.

i will get bully from farahAIN. thanks ehh.

&& pray hard that i will get used to my new class, as well as my new friends. (:

i couldn't believe that you are going to that class. like woahhh & wow.

surprising much, && same goes to you.

you gotta find new friends, since i'm not there with you. all the best to you, friends. (:

-i can't be telling you the truth. & whatever for?

2010-11-24T21:21:00.002+08:00

hi. i got 3a1. && i should be happy.

but nooo, i'm here, crying.

& i find it irritating when people keep saying about classes.

if you are the ones who talk about your class to me, for my sake, stop it.

before i start my mood swing & scolded you for just this pathetic reason.

if you ignore me & still continue, i won't be entertain you.

a fool friend will entertain you.

&& thanks to farahAIN, BABY, for cheering me up! ^-^V

2010-11-11T17:14:00.002+08:00

you're smiling away over there, i'm meltingzxcs away over here.

today never go cca. stomach cramp. -.-

nothing much i can say. cos i tweet too much at twitter.

&& i don't know what to say over here. tsk.

"then how about me? i also wasting my time liking him." "but it's your choice to like or not. i don't force you to follow me right."

could you die for me, friend? cos i don't wish to see your face again, & forever.

-middle story, going to end the story. (:

;heartbeat for you? NO WAY, no again eh.

2010-11-10T12:31:00.002+08:00

capture our moments now, & it will become our memories.

mood like not okay. but going swimming later on, so it will be okay soon.

29 nov, picnic. ahh shit. -.- but my nails will be pink. just for that day only. :/

"remember what we used to talk about? gossiping about this girl to another girl to this boy to another boy. now, just memories of us. flashing back about our good times made me feel strong, but feel being guilty when our bullshit times. it's breaking my heart, when we ended our friendship. but thanks alot, cos it makes me becoming stronger."

"i must stop liking him, okay." "whyyyyyyy?!" "it sucha wasting my time, you know." (cont next post.)

-hug. hug. hug. *winks.

;hii?

2010-11-07T16:51:00.002+08:00

i feel like

i'm not okay.

saying this - i'm fine. - but hell no, i don't mean it.

i need someone's hug. special hug please? :)

-i should, stop. liking him. :<

; i'm terrified. D:

perhaps have a good post tmr.

2010-11-06T20:43:00.006+08:00

i always say this. but, GOD knows this.

even i say - i'm sad.- what can people do? people make jokes & blahblahblah, after that i'm happy. but still, i pretend to be happy. like tell me, who can forget their problem just after her friends make joke & make you laugh like maddd & smile like there's no tomorrow?

" i always say i'm here for you or even everything is going to be alright, stay positive to people around me when they are down. but i realised i'm not here for MYSELF. seeing myself mood swing, it's sucha waste of my time. but this stupid -ahems make me moodswing & faster make myself -ahems. i want to be -ahems. seeing people happy with their life, makes me envy, but trust me, everyone has their own problem, but they hide it for not making it obvious. like obviously, i cry for not being strong, & for being strong as to tolerate your attitude. what i wish is that i want to go out of that class, & i don't want to see your face anymore. you went tell people around about me, -aishah always go with her sweetheart, ignore me. i treat the rest like my bestfriend, but they treat me like friend only. && blahblahblah - it's a bullshit anyway. i'll continue to talk about this until there's no topic about you, friend. sorry for it. "

-hi, i don't want to like you anymore. is it possible? YES it is. okay, bye.

; hug hug hug. that's what i want from you. ;D

2010-11-05T20:53:00.002+08:00

P-E-A-C-E! :)

this pic elaborates more words than i'm explaining it to you.

look at the pic, it will be explaining to you. trust me.

this needs friendship.

what can i say more?

" i got this sense of guiltiness now. & i don't know why i feel this sense. i'm the one who feel this, not friends, not family & not even everyone. how are you living with this sense? confirm you'll be thinking this all day long. put yourself in my shoes & tell me what's your feelings. although i say i don't care, i still care about you. it's a bullshit, i know. who doesn't feel this sadness when you are close with her, & she say you treat like shit? it's alright, it's over between us anyway. all the best to you, friend. "

-hug me please.

; can you appear in my dream tonight? :)

2010-11-03T18:55:00.002+08:00

it will put you into your fantasy if you wear this.

UNO, madly funnnnnnn! awesome with @nabella96 , @amirraahh & ain. :D

(Y)(Y)

&& i don't wish to elaborate more today.

as today, i had my appointment. (N)

got another appointment which is on 1 dec. -.- (N)(N)

i want to meet nora SWEETHEART now. i miss her "young brother". :)

-love like this.

; i got

2010-11-02T17:54:00.004+08:00

who doesn't?

right now, at 6.00. until next year, first day of school can meet him.

as if i could meet him tmr. :)

fuck uh, until now i can feel the guiltiness.

well i shouldn't think about you, even a sec.

but i don't know why i should say this. i still care about you.

bullshit enough, it's a bullshit anyway.

mum, can i cry for this friendship?

-tmr - UNO. madly happy.

; give me a hug. i beg you hor!

2010-11-01T13:02:00.002+08:00

you know, i've been following you, not always. notice me?

iPod touch 4 pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!?! not iPhone 4 anymore.

i want iPhone 4 badly, i need iPod touch 4. see the difference?

brother said NONSENSE TO BOTH. -.-

brother disagreed to iPhone 4, & agreed to iPod touch while i disagreed.

now, i agreed to iPod touch 4, & SADLY disagreed to iPhone 4 while brother disagreed.

get it? what i want are all disagreed by family. -.-

@setheedee will buy iPod touch, & she agreed & ask me to buy iPhone 4.

tsktsk! sympathy righttttttt. will be sleepover at her place during dec. :) wait for me ehh! & @noraSWEETHEART don't buy KASUT okay! maybe tmr will meet you, miss you. :D

prettyhead, i miss chatting with you. tsk. hahahha!

i miss hugging you @stnrhfq. ):

-i want to see your cute face. ehh?

; falling apart.

2010-10-30T13:20:00.002+08:00

i'm going to past, then to my future. willing to go with me?

take me then.

comp is fixed, madly awesome right. ^-^

i can't believe that i'm top 5. :)

oh yeah, i'm a good actor, bitch - amirah's. :D

brother & me agreed to choose the same decision for the school survey.

a01, a03, a05. i want a01 badly. :x

-i'm missing you. like whaaaaaaaaaaat right. ):

; what i wish for is to hold your hands.

2010-10-11T18:48:00.002+08:00

if saying here, will make you understand how i feel right now,
but you made things so complicated. & i can't explain to you clearly.
& i need my bestie now.
fucktheway you say to me about him.
i can't easily accept it. -'-
&& i like you, almost all my heart. cool right. -.-
tsktsk. can i forget about you, like my model back. >:(
-& boy, can't you see me blushing when you are around? :x
ilikeyou. ^-^V

2010-10-09T22:28:00.002+08:00

coool ^-^V
i feel abit of hyper, abit of shyness, & abit of sadness.
& i don't know why. dear - be strong ayes? don't be like this, i don't like. ):
geo & eng paper okay lahs, but i'm afraid if i fail. & my first word come out will be fuck. ;)
but i want to pass, amin. (:
& cool or what, he knows me. -.- so damn malu.
someone tells me to sms him. oh shoot, i will be crazy girl if i sms him.
& i will be madly happy girl if he replies to my sms. ;x
oh yeah, iPhone 3 or 4 here i will be taking away! :D (if i pass, AMIN)
i can't imagine if i say - hi, i'm aishah, i like you. okay bye.
faggots, i will be damn malu siol. -.-

&& ; hi enemy, i love to hear what are your complains about me & i love to know it.
cos you know i'm not brave as you think.
-but i will call you A COWARD SLUT who DOESN'T HAVE A LIFE. want talk about me? you're welcome to talk about it. cos i won't care about it. but i bravely swear that you will get more than me. 10x more than i get it, no cannot 10x. must be 100x. i want to see you suffer like you see me suffering now. amin. (: & i'm not despo than YOU, IDIOT. -'- aaasssshhhhoooollllleeeee.
you're more despo than you think you are. such a fucker. i'm good enough already, never talk about you. even i talk about you, i ask the rest if they want to friend with you, but you know what are their response? ; no, i don't want. cos i know she will make you left out like just you did to her. & i can see that. - & i'm not controlling their life, fucker. think before you say. see before you say. will ya? brainless. 60% from me. hell cool yeah? i know you would think that i'm sucha coward cos i shut my mouth & let things be in this way. but didn't you realise that i tell you before? after our first fight & if there's got another fight, i won't be solving anything.
-i love you, boy. hehs. (:

2010-10-06T20:09:00.002+08:00

then, watch me. you will know about this, syg.

the first thing i wanna say first is TSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSK!

i couldn't imagine that people around me knows that i like him.

like obviously, i would freak out & would be blushing when i sees him.

& even maths got his name & model's name. -.-

everytime i sees him, i would ask him to smile. ^^

that's cool. (:

i wouldn't do that, syg. & prettyhead stop winking at me during recess. tsk!

-you're hot. got that? ^^

; aren't you going to be mine? tsktsk. stop dreaming, siti nur aishah. );

2010-10-02T20:05:00.002+08:00

i want this. :D

sister planned to share polaroid with me, 50-50.

after she heard that brother bought polaroid for his girlf on her birthday.

tsk. & dad said he wants to buy iPhone. awesome or what? -.-

i pretend to make things better, but it didn't work.

why must you start this all over again?

i know. you must have told everyone about our problem, especially on my part.

i can't run away on this problem. but i don't want to solve this problem.

it's your choice syg. i can't hardly force you to friend with me.

& i don't give a damn if you don't want to friend with me.

it's okay, i got my prince charming.

i can stay strong when i sees him smiling. ^^

-i started to fall in love with you. & that's bullshit.

; i want you to sit in front of me & smile. :D

2010-09-27T21:44:00.002+08:00

i want this. (:

will be m.i.a for eoy.

will be back after eoy.

fuck everything. i won't be doing anything for rescuing this friendship.

not anymore, honey.

i have an awesome friends around already. pray hard that i needed them the most than you.

sorry to say this. we may be friends later on, not best friends anymore. (:

-do you realise that i am missing you?

2010-09-25T19:42:00.002+08:00

if you treated me in this way, i'll be okay.

i will cry in silence.

stop hurting me then.

stop talking & make rumours about me.

i'll be fucked up.

hiiii, cousin. i love you, cousin. ^^

& prettyhead owes me hug everyday. (:

sweetheart, i miss you. :D

dear, i want you to be with me. ;D

syg, stick with me. ^.^

honeybee, i got you. ^-^

honey, i need your hug. =)

i was hoping if i could say strong like hafiz. (:

hey brother, stay strong alrights. :D

2010-09-23T19:20:00.002+08:00

must hug me. i want yours. (:

since you want this to happen, i allow you to do it.

i won't be admitting / feeling guilty .

i don't give a damn, & i don't care about it.

you called me an evil friend or what? go ahead, i don't give a fucking damn.

you should be knowing i hate this part.

& i love Nur FARAH AIN BTE AZNAN. hahahhahahha!

prettyhead (:

-i got your back. ^^

2010-09-19T18:48:00.002+08:00

the whole world stops & stares for awhile,

maybe, i won't look you up anymore.

perhaps i will look another you up anyway.

i'll save you. you should tell me what she told you.

it's not your fault. we should be together, as a sweethearts.

tsktsk, envy when you saw me & her hug?

then i purposely make you envy uhh.

i hate you. & i don't know why.

2010-09-17T19:48:00.002+08:00

nice, i like. heeh. (:

every words that came out from your mouth hurts people's feeling.

you won't know what you say until i corrected you sentence/s.

seriously now, i can't tolerate your attitude anymore.

i want you to stop hurting sweetheart, that's all. you may take back if you want.

model's. not the right time for prince charming's.

tsktsk. stop thinking about prince charming, please.

hugs. hugs. hugs. are you jealous? anw, i don't like you. i hate you.

2010-09-13T20:27:00.001+08:00

i thought everything is just fine.

but well is not just fine, it's becoming worse.

just say no. thankyou.

2010-09-09T00:12:00.002+08:00

i am pretending that i'm happy. do you see it?

obviously you don't see it right, do you?

even you see it, you don't care about me, do you?

stop acting that you are innocent.

i hate it.

i'm using my fake smiles.

well, do you notice it?

-got your back.

2010-09-04T22:27:00.002+08:00

i leave you in a speechless way, just like what you did to me.

i promise you, i promise you.

but that's a bullshit.

i can't do what i promise.

plusplus i can't even protect my sweetheart from this problem.

sorry, sweetheart. ):

anw, happily crying. i seriously enjoy seeing it.

like i say it's not my fault.

if you put on blamed on me, i don't give a damn.

cos it's my life, i got my own life to control myself.

it's better than you. you've a got life, but you don't know how to use it wisely. -.-

why must you interfere our affairs?

-i hate these kind of people.

; brainless.

2010-09-03T21:09:00.002+08:00

it's alright, i'm okay.

i bet everything's going to be fine.

i can't simply tell the truth. it hurts you.

& i can simply tell a lie. it makes you okay.

& bestie, i miss you. ):

plus model. badly. ):

2010-09-01T15:52:00.002+08:00

awesome, ^^

stop friendship war, will ya?

you know. i love her. (:

cos she's my sweetheart. so yeah. but still i'm your bestfriend.

who says i never treat you like my bestfriend? -.-

stop talking bad behind my back, such a loser. -'-

better die. (:

no life uhh, bestie. ^^

2010-08-28T21:01:00.003+08:00

your cuteness is in my mind,

model, cousin, stickys, monday - in my mind. (:

it's unbelievable when you did that.

what if - since you want that, why not we try out something new?

people won't know that, trust me.

even our closest friends.

now, i can't hold my tears up.

it's okay, it's alright. if this continues again, i can't tolerate anymore.

seriously, since you've no life, then get a life. stop complaining. i'm tired.

-hi, i miss you. stay in my dreams okay. & i love you. okay, bye. )':

bestie, (':

2010-08-27T20:54:00.002+08:00

you make myself to be this. thanks alot.

hello. just now, AWESOME okay. ^^

okay. i wanna meet bestie again.

& fuck. did you just say that?

i can't believe it. it's rubbish, darling. (:

5 hugs from sweetheart. ^^

must have more than 5 hugs in a week.

promise, baby. loveyou, baby! hahahhahah! (:

-hide my feeling towards you.

2010-08-24T17:32:00.001+08:00

240810 (: baby! ^^

met bestie. ^^ i like, i love this. :D

bestie, you've no life. *winks. hahhahah!

gonna meet her again & laugh like a maddd woman. (:

lastly, miss you & loveyou, bestie. :)

saranghae, baby. :D

tmr. a big day for me. i can't wait to meet sweetheart. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-08-23T18:20:00.002+08:00

tmr, a big day.

i wanna wednesday badly. tsktsk. :D

meet sweetheart okay. (:

ehh, i miss you. BADLY.

2010-08-21T22:10:00.002+08:00

what if,

i say i love you to you now.

prettyhead, nur FARAH AIN, i like you & i love you. ^^

i can't even stop thinking about you, model. );

& last long, best crazy friend honeybee. saranghae.

MODEL! ^^

2010-08-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

i envy.

model looks hot, super hot, in his class photo. ♥♥♥♥♥

his cuteness. i miss him okay! ):

save your words.

waste my tears afterall. i'm just wanna be happy,

-it's all bullshit.

2010-08-19T20:38:00.002+08:00

live your life up.

i'm not okay. hell yes. i'm not.

like i say, i'm just pretending.

& stop promising with me.

stop giving attitude will ya? just do as what i said.

fuck la. i'm sick of this world already.

every time friends give attitude. -'-

gosh. i don't know i'm weak.

i'm crying, just b'cos of this. pathetic.

- AWESOME please.

; pissed off la. -.-

2010-08-18T20:38:00.002+08:00

what i dreamt about you yesterday, it's happening right now.

today - bad luck. thanks to dear & honey okay. -.-

i pretend that i'm yawning. but i'm crying.

we. just we. me & you only. know the secret.

i'm just pretending.

stop being our middle friend. i don't need you at all.

i like prettyhead. awesome. ^^

2010-08-17T16:34:00.002+08:00

can i put these stars up in the sky?

i know you are strong enough to accept the fact.

cos you're the one who creating the problem since you started to find problem with me.

good. / bad. memories. are. haunting. me. down.

i need a great. awesome. fantastic. hug. from awesome-rs & others.

i'm pretend to be happy today. but no. i'm not.

i'm pretend to be happy everyday. but hellzxcs no. i'm noooot.

model. please. (:

i'm controlling my tears. end up, my tears are rolling down. )':

-i have nothing to say.

; model,

2010-08-14T20:20:00.002+08:00

where's my lifesaver/action hero -> MODEL?

i thought i'm strong. but hell no. i can't even control my tears.

even a smallest matter, smallest than a germ.

well, i just need you.

i realized, no use if i tell everyone that i'm sad.

they can't help me. cos my sadness stuck inside.

i can't let it out. & i don't know why.

bestie, i need you now.

Ellysha Malik, i need you now. ): ):

ytd : fun FRIDAY, i should name it.

-i. hug. you. / you. hug. me. is that better to say?

; a. b. / a. m.

2010-08-12T21:10:00.002+08:00

try to stop complaining okay.

i'm good enough, to be patience with you.

just close your mouth.

& bestie, saranghae. ^^

i. miss. you. like. hell. ):

& cousin, i. miss. you. badly. ): ):

slut, you're sucks. do you know that? :D

2010-08-09T21:44:00.003+08:00

BESTIE!

i swear, when i meet you, i will tell everything about what's happening in my life.

will be meeting up sessions with her next week instead of friday. ):

thus, i miss you, dearest. D:

i my me mine.

hugs tmr, from everyone please?

2010-08-07T20:16:00.003+08:00

the more i keep, the more i hate you.

m.i.a until friday, i guess.

except twitter. ^^

it's better to let it out, elaborate about you, stalker.

than keep it & made myself angry with you.

no use keeping it to my heart.

now, best trusted you more than me.

what's this man?

i feel so stupid for being close friends with you.

sweetheart, be with me. i miss you, yeah. ):

model, stick with me.

bestie, here with me.

best, trust me.

& dear, saranghae.

awesome-rs, i need your hug on tuesday, oh please!

stalker, go die. i don't need you.

-'-

happy advance birthday to cousin, abg ashraf & nabilah. ^^

2010-08-05T19:57:00.002+08:00

will be missing in action.

&&&& seriously, FML!

stalker, fuck you! -'- asshole.

pissed off this sickening people! -'-

karma, revenge them for my sake. *crossed-fingers.

2010-08-02T20:31:00.002+08:00

i know you won't know that i'm actually referring to you.

i want friday now! please?

bestie, i miss you. );

cousin, i ask my awesome-r to lend to you the Dave Pelzer book okay. loveyou! :D

model, ):

& FML! cos of you. ): ): ): ):

2010-08-01T21:39:00.003+08:00

i enjoyed today's outing with dear.

seriously enjoy, no sad & no angry & yes fun & happy.

awesome, thanks dear ^^

studied with dear since 1plus till 4.3o, from ljs to rooftop sky park. (:

& oh great, i miss you. super badly. tsk.

come back alrights. (:

awesome cousin, awesome bestie & model.

i'm greatly wishing to meet up real soon.

how about i snatch sweetheart from her stalker?

i swear she won't be happy with me, while sweetheart is happy ttm. am i right?

tsk. perasan -.-

is there a life which leads to happy ever after?

no, i'm worrying about myself. not you. think too many of high hopes. -.-

eheh, thanks to dad, which make me uhappy.

oi, walao la-.-

-'- -'- -'-

2010-07-30T19:45:00.002+08:00

if you think i'm

-happy, i think you should think carefully.

-sad, i think you're right.

-angry, i just realised i'll be easily pissed off nowadays :/

it's enough alr. i'm tired.

i better stop this, before anything happens.

bitch, i know i'm talkative, but i can't stop talking. (:

bitch, you are busybody. tsk.

sympathize with you when honeybee commented you as busybody. (:

asshole -'-

stalker, you must be happy if you know this news uhh?

i'm looking forward to see your expression.

& awesome-r Hafiqa, sorry if i'm sombong okay? ):

sweetheart, forgive me about yesterday convo. ):

-fml, ):

2010-07-29T20:35:00.002+08:00

no pic, means not in the mood. sorry ):

wahh, wanna show that you aren't talkative meh?

oh yeahh, i just know that i'm TALKATIVE in school, or everywhere.

tsk. you should tell me earlier to keep my mouth shut.

bodo punye perempuan! you're such an ass! -'- -'-

like you're not talkative like me. ish, aku jijik tgk muke ko!

kalau lawa mcm sweetheart aku, tkpe uhh.

tapy ni buruk mcm besi buruk! g uhh makan babi, laa bitch!

sajak uhh jadi cine, sbab die mkn babi -.-

suara dahlah irritating, sajak uhh jadi BESTFRIEND! -'-

& stalker, stop it laaa eehhh.

got irritated from this stalker.

seriously, get a life.

FTW!!!!! ):

2010-07-28T21:26:00.002+08:00

i want that. oh please?

make it simple, be my stalker.

that's simple.

no need to say, copycat.

you also copycat. tsk.

life sucks.

without bestie, model & cousin.

2010-07-27T18:25:00.004+08:00

well, i thought i'm fine.

i'm really fine in this school, starting from the first day of school.

but.... but eventually, that's only my thought.

ever since my bestie's gone to other school, i try to stand up by myself.

i was hoping that i don't need people's help & attention.

after saying fullstop to my awesome-r, i thought i'm great without her.

but eventually, that's only my thought again.

forgive me, awesome-r. ):

i thought i got awesome friends than ever.

but that's what i hope.

ever since my model gone, i tried to be happy.

but i wish i can meet him again *crossed-fingers.

i just wanna be happy.

stop this nonsense, i don't want to ruin my happy days.

karma, please go to those who ruin my days & make them pissed off.

FML.

model & bestie, i miss you.

stop laughing, that's wasn't funny at all.

2010-07-24T15:45:00.003+08:00

i like. cute. (: capture a pic of you.

heartzxcs on the 220710 & 230710 with sweetheart. (:

guide & taught sweetheart on maths.

enjoyable. dear, darling, bestie, honeybee even taught her. *winks.

sweetheart, i still miss you. ):

back, i saved my words before speaking up to you.

please la, stop it. are you jealous?

tsk. well, i want her leey. can i?

no need to show off that you got yours in school.

i know my model gone to other school.

damn, i miss model.

m. a. r. m. ):

awesome-r Gigi, i miss you. ):

get well soon. :D

- don't be fake.

; lies.

2010-07-21T20:32:00.002+08:00

i'm waiting to hear your voice from the radio.

4days without seeing model.

i'm dying to see him.

go die uhh, back. tsk.

won't be going to talk with sweetheart, nowadays.

enjoyable days. thanks to friends. & yeahh, thanks to malay teacher's camera. :D

hopefully, i can sit with sweetheart for maths remedial tmr. (Y)

awesome-r was wearing eos lens, justnow. *winks. (Y) prettaye. (:

oh yeahh, pray hard for my maths test. *crossed fingers.

-mad about you! (;

; *winks.

2010-07-17T15:06:00.003+08:00

model, can we be friends?

if you don't know how to console me, then shut up.

i don't need your stupid advices. that's not worth it at all.

& anyway you don't need to show off what you have.

i know you wanna make me jealous.

well it's okay, let karma revenge on the behalf of me.

it's eventually you. who influenced darling & honeybee.

what can i say about you, is that i can't believe you.

it's like, i trusted you & is that what i get repay from you?

might as well no need to repay this bullshit right.

anw, not worth it talking about you.

great, i miss my model runaway. :(

-high hope on you.

; awesome model i ever had. :D

2010-07-16T18:34:00.002+08:00

i'm putting up my hands, & wishing upon a star.

just knew a bad news from awesome-r.

it is about model. it's alright, i try to be happy.

thankyou so much awesome-r. *winks.

i like 150710. (Y)

malay teacher got a canon camera. woah.

mr seah said to darling - make use of me on maths.

tsk. yeaaah, since i'm pro on maths. -.-

& back, stop pestering me ley.

i like him, you also like him meh.

stalker sey -.-

get a life. :D

i miss talking to my sweetheart.

i knew alr, it's all from you! you're the one who started first -'-

i wanna watch despicable me & aftershock. *winks.

-model won't runaway, model will walkaway. :D

; awesome model. D:

2010-07-10T21:11:00.002+08:00

bestfriend's actions.

seriously, i miss sweetheart. :/

i lied. just b'cos i wanna make you happy.

& also i wanna fulfill her promise.

sorry aye.

don't show off that you got what i wanted.

i don't entertain this people like you.

-i hate you.

; where's my runaway model? :D

2010-07-09T20:51:00.002+08:00

awesome, ^^

watched eclipse with dear & honeybee with her sister.

not really nice, like okay.

if this post i say out & make you feel wrong, perhaps i am referring to you.

just bear with me & look what you've done to me.

i'm good enough to stay calm & not to talk back to you.

at least we take part instead of giving faces.

screw you laa, ass.

everytime you are not happy with us.

like we give you a fucking problem like that-.-

stupid, ass. go & die laaa. -'-

& you. fucker uhh. so pissed with you.

i shouldn't trust you at all, exclude our friend's problems.

you talk shit laaa. everytime says you want to treat us.

but end up sometimes only.

& now you ask us to save our pocket money.

talk -'-, & your attitude also -'-. empty promises much.

anw back, stop it.

it's annoying.

ims. D:

-you should have told me about the truth.

; go & bang yourself. :D

2010-07-03T15:27:00.002+08:00

i like the yellow camera. *winks.

screw this school aye. last min tell us to bring our camera to upload & need to do presentation on the following day. & somemore dear's comp is some kind of sotsot.

anw, our presentation was unfair. mdm goh asked us too many questions. like she's interview with us. that was not okay, not awesome. *winks.

i'm short & fat. not super awesome okay.

what setheedee says all of it true.

thinking what i have been through, i would have give up on everything.

but thanks to awesome-rs who are there for me.

i will never ever referring to you about our friendship.

i just realise you promised me, but you never there for me.

i wouldn't trust you at all. ftw.

fml,

-screw everything up. (:

; bullshit. *winks.

2010-06-29T19:09:00.002+08:00

maybe even the ugliest thing could be the prettiest thing ever. (:

moron, get a life. well, i'm using the word : awesome most of the time. *winks*

went Sungei Buloh for the first time, with class.

okay laa, abit of fun & abit of boring, i can say.

photos at fb, includes my fugly photos. ish!

i'm looking forward to meet my awesome-rs, not school. tsk.

i wanna meet that model, where's his private photographer?

don't just say, i want to see, that you're doing what you're supposed to do.

i don't trust promises, empty promises.

even i'm in that situation, i tried to solve it asap.

don't act innocent about what you've said.

anw, i don't treated them the same, i treated differently.

don't make me say fake stories about you, back.

back, shut up.

sweetheart, i like you. *winks*

hahhaha!

-moron, you've a meaningless life if you stalk me. tsk.

; i thought promises are meaningful, end up meaningless.

maybe promises are meaningful if we keep them.

if we lose them, promises are meaningless.

2010-06-22T22:51:00.002+08:00

awesome much uhh? :D
currently at cousin's house which is Setheedee. awesome alrights. (:
bestie, bestie & bestie. weirdest girl ever.
& i got this short post for my daughter-in-law, hafiqa.
grab leeteuk alrights. cos i got replacement alr. hahahha, awesome alrights.
ish. don't be angry laa. cheer up ayes. anything just text me, okay.
& we got a great moments together, loveya. :D
awesome-rs. :D

2010-06-21T13:39:00.002+08:00

i don't want to know about the past, it's like a bad memory.

stop your nonsense okay.

call us, idiot. walao.

& end up nothing happen.

do watch out your mouth okay. everytime our fault.

like nobody's fault like that.

i just wasted my time post about you.

bestie, take it seriously, okay. :D

what you want, like following me.

walao, stop sey.

my fault, is to tell what i want in my life.

-stop being my stalker ley.

; you can't easily, thought that.

2010-06-20T00:59:00.002+08:00

ohh i saw, blackbird, fly , diana T+ (right?) & that's all i know. must find out more about this camera. no canon in this pic? D:

if you mind, go & shhooo. :D

if you don't mind, a big pic for today's post. awesome uh. :D

today's mood is okay, abit of high, i can say.

so hello. (:

bestie is back, with her crazyness.

it's marvellous & fantastic & awesome okay!

awesome-rs, listen up.

i miss you. i miss your hugs badly. & i miss our moments together. (;

Awesome, Marvellous, Fantastic, Terrific, Bravo, Excellent, & Great currently in our dicitonary. (:

kite rindu awak. awak pun rindu kite. so what are we waiting for? LET'S MEET UP. :D

& cousin, i'm going to stayover on tuesday night i think. heheheh! SETHEEDEE! (:

nothing to post about, anw.

-i can't rely on you.

; gain my trust back. :D

2010-06-18T22:47:00.001+08:00

maybe i try it one day, i guess. heh.

i like this week. even though i didn't have a chance to meet awesome-rs Siyi & Gigi on the class outing day. D:

watch Toy Story 3 with tuition teacher, it's awesome okays.

& it's more awesome if i meet my bestie now.

shall use 2 new word, which is fantastic & marvellous.

i want another pair of rubi shoes. :D

hopefully, bestie. awesome-rs will make my life better.

-i can't live my life up anymore, cos you made me upset in this, pathetic ways.

; just make your life happy, is to shopping. hehe.

2010-06-16T18:42:00.003+08:00

open your arms, as well as your heart, (:

shopping with mum & sister.

what i can say, it's awesome.

hafiqa, i want to serang her! as if i can, ish. talk about her, okay? :D

Gigi & SiYi, i want your super big hug, it's awesome. right? :D

spent $184, include sister's & exclude hungry parts.

awesome right?

tmr, going to meet sweetheart, honeybee, dear & two daughters. ^^

super happyzxcs. :D

& i guess you read this part, please keep my elmo safe.

i don't want to be a failure best/close/good friend.

2010-06-15T12:57:00.001+08:00

true right? :/

like i tell thousand times, & yet you never appear in my dream. -.-

busy week has started. awesome. ^^

cotton on, wait for me. :D

friends, meet up. awesome ^^

candy empire, i want again. hahahha! :D

-you break my trust, like a mirror. D:

2010-06-14T18:56:00.001+08:00

i want all of them, it's called awesome cameras. ^^

pity me okay, cos i miss him like hell. D:

i didn't have a chance to see him in this bloody month. );

wednesday, shall shopping cotton on with sis & mum. awesome.

cool uh, you keep giving me face, when you think it's my fault.

& sorry bestie for our friendship. last friendship with her then.

i miss everyone, keep in your mind. (:

-a beautiful lie.

2010-06-12T14:07:00.006+08:00

i'm afraid to see, cos i'm not ready to see.

miss dear, & someone.

like walao, you no need to post about our fullstop friendship right.

& please, "someone" please appear in my dream, i miss you. D:

a short shoutout to Gigi, Si Yi & Hafiqa ; i miss you, awesome-rs. :D

& awesome friends.

ELLYSHA, cotton on spree! :D

happy birthday sister! :D

rmb our plan sis, blackbird, fly! (:

2010-06-11T15:00:00.002+08:00

i'm still waiting for your arrival,

i enjoy on sunday & ytd, which on 6 & 10.

went out with awesome sister on sunday, ate ben & jerry, thanks to sis's boyf.

& tmr is her birthday, same goes to dear's bro. -.-

went out with awesome friends, very fun, & of course awesome, ytd. ^^

met awesome sweethearts. super miss them. :D

only me & sweetheart spent on candy empire, at vivo.

& off to watch movie, the karate kid.

okay, i'm going to watch again. teehee! :D

where are you, when i need you?

Ellyshaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! ):

dear faster come back! D:

&& you faster appear in my dream leeey!

tsktsk.

-i'll cherish my own friendship. cos they are awesome. ^^

2010-06-07T13:01:00.003+08:00

i want this camera. teehee! :D

yeahh, you could be reading my blog.

just get to your mind, thanks for the past, appreciate it.

ish, busy on this & next week.

roar. & i miss my awesome family.

awesome sister & me are so going to buy holga & share money to buy blackbird, fly.

hehhehe.

i just know that she's crazy about camera too.

ish.

awesome right? ^^

2010-06-05T20:42:00.001+08:00

no pic, alright. forgive me yaw.

if i called you a bitch, you called me a bitch, why not, we just become friends?

instead of enemies & bestfriend.

well i'm sick & tired of you, & this pathetic friendship stuff.

even though you are my "BESTFRIEND", you gave me what i don't like.

is this what you repay me back?

walao, save my ELMO can or not? i gave my 2 elmo to you & your brother respectively,

which like so called represent friendship. -'-

i have no strength to fight with you already,

it's enough fight with you last year.

i tried to like you instead of hating you.

act kind & act innocent infront of you? naaaah, for what to act?

no need to pretend that you didn't do something bad.

eventually, you talked bad behind my back, & act innocent.

as if i can kill you right now.

even sister agree with me, awesome. ^^

& she called you - attention seeker!

tsktsk.

haiya, currently, my toe is swollen -.-

-i wanna meet awesome friends, now!

; indeed, i'm feeling down, & i need you! D:

2010-06-04T15:24:00.002+08:00

that's called watermelon's love. awesome or what? :D

ytd went to SETHEE DEE's house. celebrated aunt's birthday!

talked about our childhood times. i hate to hear when comes to my part. -.-

& halfway watched Elm Street. i dislike that kind of movies -.-

hahhaha, & monday, will be going out with Stz Saiyidah for lunch.

awesome!

anw, i miss my awesome family. where's are they now when i need them? D:

2010-06-02T17:42:00.001+08:00

as if i got canon right now. D:

so are you blaming with everything which is not back to normal?
cool or what?
yeahh, everything is my fault. is it that true?
stupid uhh. oh karma please come! D:
tsk, go ahead, spread to the whole world about it.
enough talking about you. not worth anyway.
oi, you stop giving us your retarded faces uhh.
at least we got come to school just to discuss about this pathetic ideas.
like i care, stop uhh.
your face, is like an idiot, you think i care mehh?
don't blame us, you blame the rest. like we are your dog,
not to play phone when you're talking. blahblahblah.
it's nonsense laa! just go ahead talk uhh, we are listening.
pathetic laaa -.-
ELLYSHA :@
oh yeahh, sweeetheart! manicure, want? :D

2010-05-31T19:56:00.000+08:00

no pictures, since got something wrong with blogger. sorry. D:
got pissed off with mum & dad,
stupid freaks.
met ELLYSHA, super happy. ^^
& i'm gonna save my money again -.-
walao!
i miss awesome family like madzxcs.
how abt you?
awesome family = awesome friends! ^^
where's my daughters go?! D:
ish, i miss SETHEE DEE! :D
short post, anyway.
so am i coming to class outing or what? pfft.

2010-05-29T23:53:00.000+08:00

what can i say.
i got an awesome family.
hahaha!
& welcome to my family, my dear lover.
& happily to say that we are awesome, daughter/son. hahhah!
-i'm happy,
;what's the meaning of smile anyway? :D
short post okays. :D sorry.

2010-05-26T20:11:00.004+08:00

if it's not smile, what it called? (:

my ass still pain, oh stupid in-line skating! -'-

screaming like madd, siao -.-

even daughter/son said that to me.

get in your mind that i'm an awesome mother! :D

not like you, not super duper awesome & not even awesome-r than me!

LOLOL!

gonna post about three children, daughter/son & daughter-in-law & another daughter. :D

start with daughter/son first. (:

daughter/son, Gigi Tan.

i'm awesome laaa. not you! LOLOL. but majority wins, which means is you! i got so called too many compliments for you to hear. guess what, you're awesome friend that i ever had. like when i'm sad, you are there for me.even you gave me your super big hug. is it that awesome? you & Si Yi gave me your super big hug at the same time during my birthday. aww, so sweet right? we should have a good relationship between mother & daughter/son earlier, right?& lastly, thankyou for everything, especially your big hugs! :D you ask Genevieve about maths from next term onwards! :D you must be feeling honoured about this okay! (: loveyou.

daughter-in-law, Siti Nurhafiqa.

shouldn't you feel honoured about this? anw, cheer up oh! i also got too many compliment about you. heheh.i'm comfortable to tell you everything about what's in my mind,but mostly what made me upset, about her. yeahh, she's gonna snatch mine leey. D:& the most i like about you is,

you'll be waiting for me to let it out. aww, so sweet right? i'm shy to let it out, cos in order for you to understand my situation, i gotta tell you the story from a to z. but thanks for the good listening ear. & thankyou for your advice. i really appreciate it, my dear! :D lastly, hafiqa \m/!

daughter, SiYi Goh.

daughter, you should know by now that i'm an awesome mother! LOLOL. anw, don't give up okay? you should love maths like me. alright? && i also got compliment about you ley.

thanks to you & also Amaryllis who slacked with me. & knew how i felt during that time.

thankyou honey! :DDDDDD i love your big hug with Gigi during my birthday. i like okays! :D

loveyou! (:

-they \m/ my life, get it? includes SETHEE DEE plus SWEETHEART with many people! (:

2010-05-25T19:44:00.002+08:00

you just using me, are you?

woah, stop laaa. better stop what the heck you are doing right now, in this moment.

for everyone's sake, stop it.

& thanks dear for pulling me during skating, & thanks alot which you pulled me with it. -.-

oi dear! very pain laaa. tsk. i'm so not going to play in-line skating ever again.

aww, sweetheart get well soon! ^^

tmr her birthday & her leg is kinda swollen.

happy advance birthday! :D

-when i look at you, i want the time to stop. :D

; when i saw you, my heart meltzxcs.

2010-05-23T19:11:00.002+08:00

then fly laa, fly away. :D

tsk, i can't believe you said that to me.

i thought you are my bestfriend, but you give me this shit in return?

it's unbelievable. it's enough talking about you. i got enough of this.

i miss sweetheart laaa. should have our date, not cancel it. tsk.

& her birthday is coming, in 3 days. :DDDDDDDD

short post for today. tsk. :D

-i'll never ever do that to you, ever again. :D

; i'm not interested in you, i'm interested to know more about you. :D

2010-05-21T21:51:00.002+08:00

failure as a daughter, sister & friend.

i've lost 70 bucks, & i couldn't find it anywhere.

hahahha, & i still rmb the way you talk to me when comes about her.

tsk, but too bad. i can't laaa. stupid sister.

ish, even mum talked about her! hahahhahahah. sister come to a sense, a good sense!

so me, mum & sister talked about her. hahah.

mum dislike her the way she treated me.

hahahhahahah! in your face, friend!

-you know i like you, but how can you ignore me. D;

; help me laaaa bitch -.-

super random now D:

2010-05-20T21:53:00.003+08:00

i would like to play with balloons with you, wouldn't you? :D

went out with amirah, it's swimming time!

supposedly hafiqa will be coming, but she's sick. D:

& please amirah, please stop pulling my leg when i'm swimming!

get me? roar.

super fun, june holiday, must go swimming, anyone? :D

just for my daughter-in-law,

see, i'm sweet hor? post about you. hahhah!

i'm proud of myself! ish, you must be honoured hor. hehe.

okay, random. -.-

anyway, i wanna jio you out. want? :DDDD

haiya, just for my sake uhh?

didn't you want me to be happy, super happy?

sms me if you wan go out with me. :D

& takecare hor.

how am i suppose to give you kinder bueno, if your sexaaaaye voice is back. D:

get well soon. :DD

- you'll be my side, will ya? :D

2010-05-18T20:37:00.002+08:00

what can i say?

still got 2 papers to go. ish.

it's my mistake to type it out on blog,

when you are eventually reading my blog.

opps, i'm sorry. i didn't purposely not knowing that you will read that part.

i just know that you're sad about it, sad about that part.

it's not your fault at all, trust me.

thanks to you, thanks for everything bitch.

for the cruel words.

you're making me pissed off uhh. fuck you.

influence your friends, to say that out loud just in order to make you better?

tsk, in your face, friend, or bitch i can say.

if this happens again, i will not bother about this stupid immature stuffs.

what a friend. pathetic, betul uhh! -.-

-you're the one who makes me pissed off. -'-

oh lomo camera! :D

missing in action,

2010-05-15T17:44:00.002+08:00

let it out, then.

even mother agreed with me, you go with your sweetheart laa then, ignore them. who cares about them? hahhahah, it's in your face. even though it's settled already, i still not happy.

cos amirah & me with sweetheart, it doesn't mean we don't care about you. yeahh, i did snatch her away from you. but why not, you take it back? don't you get it, we, i mean me & sweetheart just friends or rather close friends or much i can say bestfriend, can't be together? i prefer to tell everything to her than you. i didn't make use of you. sweetheart, why can't people accept our same old attitude? for us, we are the same, still the same. but for them, we changed. yeahh, right. just said i don't like Aishah's attitude, new attitude, since she's with nora. chey! well go ahead laaa, spread to world that i've changed. stupid friends. immature friends. ish, like i care with this things lor. i know that you don't like her, so why you bother to friend with her? childish laaa, end up i gave my last chance to you. even mother said, that's why i don't like friends with malay, they will become in this way. giving you problem, so sick of it. :D

hahahhaha! in your face, darling!

-cos you are the only exception.

Lomo cameras, Lomo cameras & Lomo cameras! tsktsk. :D

ps : sweetheart, be ready to read my letter oh! :D

2010-05-14T18:58:00.002+08:00

prove it with your camera. :D

there's one way to settle, but still i'm unhappy. you know why?

instead of you're the one who talking, she's involve. what this mean?

i know already, she's unhappy with the way i am now. i'm always with sweetheart, everytime.

cannot meh? for your stupid sake, we're going to drifting away.

pathetic reasons you have. i never treat you in that way. you can easily called MY sweetheart, stupid person. then you're what? let me tell you, you're dumb. cos of this, you got hurt? i was about to laugh but i control it. HAHAHHAH! pathetic, freak! woahh, when you're hurt, you complaint. when i got hurt, i shut my mouth. i didn't know that my friends are immature. tsk.

i agreed with mum & sister, i never seen a dumb person such like you. no offence, darling.

if i treated you in such a way that made you upset, why do i bother being your stalker? why do i bother to talk & all kinds of stuffs that we always to do with you? you're blaming me everything, yeahh right. i was the one who wrong site. but you've pathetic reasons. i want to be with my sweetheart what, got problem meeh? we share secrets & problems together, so don't bother about us uhh. but at least, i went home with you & amirah, took 62. that was killing me, needa to walk home for a long distance to reach home. & cos of you, she can easily take my sweetheart like for the a few months ago. ish, i don't know you're selfish. if anything you blame my sweetheart, i'm gonna side her, & i mean it. it's not her fault, get it? don't you dare blame her. stupid idiot dumb pathetic reasons.

sweetheart, we gotta sacrifice just for them. i'm sorry. but i know that i can't drift away with you. but why us? they changed, i never say anything. how could they D:

guess what, i'm still missing in action, okaaay random -.-

Lomo cameras, Holga, Canon, Cotton On, Crocs Shoe are ♥

amirah & ellysha & aishah. :D oh plus sweetheart. how cool is that! :D

agree 3 of you? :DD i've agreed. :D

-so cruel, still wanna be my friend. siao!

2010-05-07T16:23:00.002+08:00

i guess, i'm going to be away from computer. except for iPhone :x

guess what? i'm not so going to use my 50 bucks. :D

not even ljs date, pizza hut date. :/

cos for the sake of crocs shoe. :D sorry, sweetheart & daughter! D:

missing in action,

2010-05-07T15:34:00.002+08:00

the weather is hot! right? D:

so you now want to say different to us? we respect you, while you treated us like your dog.

enough of your nonsense laa, & please stop staring at us, as if we did something wrong to you -.-

it's all fakes, get it? bullshit laaa. -.-

Brother bought iPhone already. & i got jealous -.-

oi, freak. i know i lost my 70 bucks. so you gonna blame me that i don't know how to keep money? stupid laaa, ass. pissed off laa. -'- you.

i don't like my life, why must to be like this?

2010-05-04T19:52:00.002+08:00

roar. shit. we ain't talking about you, with your gangs. oh please.

i beg you to stop laaa hor. it's bullshit laa.

anyhow say.

2010-05-01T22:21:00.001+08:00

collect them & sew them! :/

3 days of rotting at home, cool -.- super not fun lor. bro save his coins, total got $64. LOL.

muke tembok = muke tembak. hahahah. yes, i refer to her. daughter, new name for her oh!

cos of you, we in this condition. oh why? stalker much? go ahead, we don't mind, we won't entertain you. i'll entertain you if you talk to me, i guess. aye, you know you are irritating?

seriously, i hate it, your bloody attitude. so pity, since nobody prefers you to be their friends, no offence. like i'm your dog like that. pfft.

woah, aunt gave me a pink wallet for my birthday. cool, thanks aunt! :DD so happytothecore.

i wanna watch IP MAN, badly. super cool! :DD & mummy, i wanna shopping during june holidays, so you gotta give me money. hehehe. :DD i won't be posting at blog after this, i think. should buck up, & study. :DD oh yeah, i want a study date. anyone? (:

-weirdo.

2010-04-29T16:23:00.004+08:00

i think, i don't like her attitude. do you agree?

hello. i got 2 days mc, got throat infection, running nose & feverish.

& i miss people like hell. i didn't blame you. but why she blame you instead of the weather & people arnd her? is she mad or what? :/

stop quarreling, guys? oh please, just stop. there's nothing we can do with her. i know we all hate her attitude, right? so just bear with her, i guess. correct me if i say wrong. i don't want to give her a damn. better stop talking about her, before something happens.

hell no, i'm not ready for mye. mum is naggi ng, of course she will nag.

FML. i don't get my life. do you? roar.

-simple as that. -.-

i'm all alone, & i need you now.

2010-04-27T18:51:00.002+08:00

i think i want you back. can? :D

sorry fellow classmates, i can't tolerate anymore with this.

you get what i mean? sweetheart, darling & bestfriends know about it.

opps, sorry. i can't let you know about it. cos i don't want to elaborate to you. i mean like i don't want many people to know about it.

sweetheart, be my side. i know, you want me to smile. no more elaborations to other people.

i know, you want me to be happy, but there's no way to solve this ridicules thing.

woahh, sorry, no offence alright. these kinds of people made my life upset, suffer.

oh why must you in our class? i may forgive & forget about what you did, but sorry i can't forgive & forget for what you've done. just stop it, for once.

& you, don't break your heart. so pity, about your love story with him. :D

i realise that i love my sweetheart. hehe. :D

still pissing off with my phone, daughter? :( ayeee, you go continue play iPod uhh.

hmph. :(

- troublemaker -.-

2010-04-23T22:50:00.002+08:00

cos you are the only exception, :D

i gotta tell you that this week - sucks. tothecore.

monday to thursday = bad luck. wth.

at least, i don't need to retest my napfa again.

but friday - totally great. :D

got long john silver + study date with daughter. cool right? :D

cannot say out loud her name. & thankyou, for giving me your hug.

oh yeahh, sorry for that. you know, my head & your face bang each other? ;x correct me if i say wrong. & guess what, i like your smile. hahha! super random. don't pissed off with my phone.

we study + gossip = fun. sacrifice for me, just for the long john silver's date. cool. precisely, you're good girl aye? you're gonna have date again, hor? & lastly, will you buy for me iPod touch for my present? :D

i guess sweetheart knows what i'm talking about. i mean, sweetheart's'.

thanks alot for your hugs, especially sweetheart & darling & steadstead. it's super great.

i'd feel better. thanks, i know sweetheart don't want me cry again. okay, i try not to cry again.

it wasn't from my bloody freak. it's actually, you know that i'm gonna referring.

& thanks to colleen, amirah & rudy for playing with me that kind of calculator. :D

i'm super hate history laaa! haiyo. -.-

2010-04-21T20:39:00.002+08:00

my life, bullshit.

people are ass, it's a fact.

& yeah, i'm unhappy with my seating arrangement.

no need to elaborate more, anyway. sweetheart knows.

& you know what, you sucks! get it?

ayee, daughter-in-law got her chance to play someone's iPod. great or cool?

i'm gonna tell you, tomorrow i'm going to ____. :'(

-you're sucks.

; troublemaker! :P

2010-04-20T20:12:00.002+08:00

indeed, i waited for you so long. what a freak -.-

hello, i came back from school since 2 hours ago. cos of that bloody class decoration.

& needless to say, i skip ccm same goes to amirah & syafiqah. :D

but when comes to class deco, we slack. indeed, we don't even know what to do.

until Gary ask us to do this & that. but still, we're slacking.

& i hate our new seating arrangement, that's the bad news.

plus, we've changed our vice-chairman. cool or what?

& yeahh, for my sweetheart's sake, i try to support her then.

it's 2 days, yet i don't have a good luck. :(

cool, malay teacher said she's gonna buy iPhone for me. that's what i called COOL, super cool. :D

but, i don't trust her -.- super random now.

i got no guts to talk out, but i got guts to talk out to her. :D cos she's cool, i mean \m/!

am i right? :DD cos you know that i'm referring to you. :D loveya. :)

-bullshits. :/

; freak you!

2010-04-19T18:58:00.002+08:00

cos, i trust my bestfriends alot. but i trust her alot more than my bestfriends. cool. :D

hello. thanks alot people.

especially : Nabilah, Amirah, Rifhan, Isti, Ain, Syafiqah, Izzuddin & Rayhan, when i came in to class. i still rmb he called me - birthday girl! -.-

Nora, Gigi & Si Yi who gave me her super big hug. i'm going to miss that. :)

Tiffany, i don't know someone's name :/ , Asyiqin, ZhiXian, Si Jie, Michelle, Kai Ling & many more, i can't remember. Plus facebook users, thankyou for wishing me! :D

plus SETHEE & family, thankyou for yesterday's outing. :D

with Hafiqa & Suria, who hug me at the same time, it's cool. i'm going to miss their hug, seriously!

& Hafiqa, you shouted my name loudly. you sang happy birthday to me with the malay class. we did hug each other again. i super love it, somemore ily, daughter-in-law! :D

thanks for your wishings & presents, i really appreciate alot!

& if i talk about you, you'll feel so honour right? i still remember it. :D cos, you shine my day! heeeh. friday, i got study + lunch date with her. you help me alot, you know that? :D & fyi, i'm not old uhh. i'm just 14 leey. how could you laa. but i didn't care if she call me "tua". cos i got her warm hug, her super big warm hug just now. isn't that cool?

before i went to Punggol Plaza with Amirah, Ain, Isti & Nabilah as they wanted to make a birthday party at Nabilah's crib. i gotta tell you, Nabilah's crib awesome, super cool. & thanks for the food, it's delicious. so sweet right? they cooked for me, just for my birthday! & 19 april = bad luck.

& once again, thanks alot, people! :DDD

2010-04-18T00:58:00.003+08:00

stand where you are! i still remember these words, clearly. :/

so hey. it's not going to be a busy week, i guess.

i know the end is so disgusting. but what to do? you said that first. you're the one who made me pissed off. i wasn't the one who only pissed off. all of us, indeed. i still remember the reaction of you. & i got prove from Nora. she saw everything. what a slut.

mummy say, i shall buy a pair of crocs shoes for you! :D

sister say, i shall buy something for your birthday! :D

dad say, i shall give you money on monday! :D

coool uhh! & mummy was super happy when i announced that, i got full marks for maths. :D

she say, we shall save money together to buy iPod. :D
(Y) holding on. :)

& lastly, i wanna have pizza hut on my birthday, alright who's going to pay? :/

-i don't want birthday bash. please!

; you cheat my feelings, how could you?

2010-04-16T13:32:00.003+08:00

oh, i miss those times. we used to play 'swing'. :D

well hello. people complaint about me include other people, like duhh.

for you-cca instructor,

i heck care about you. you want fly Europe, USA or whatever place, you may go. i'll not call you back. & please, i won't ever feel appreciate with the things you done to me made me pissed off. oh please, stop staring at me with your big eyes. before i poke it. and stop referring to us uhh. we want to move, we don't want to move, we want smile & we don't want to smile, it's our choice. it's not your bloody choice to force us to do these kinds uhh. & please, i don't care you got a daughter which is now 2 years old. you want to tell us about your daughter, for what? your daughter & our angklung is difference, human being & angklung? i don't give a damn, but you always giving me your face, it's sucks. stop complaining, will ya? it's called bloody bullshit. get it? i won't listen. :)

for you-malay teacher,

oh please, stop laa sia. complain about us. everytime referring to us. like, are we dumb or something? we just ask if we can quit. i'm not desperate for a new cca, but please uhh, stop your bloody attitude. you made me like freak up. but let me took back my words, i would please take this bullshit cca, but there's no way i can accept these kinds of people. i'm desperate to quit this cca, but looks like there's no cca that i want. so yeahh, stop referring to us. we, i repeat, we are like bullshit, is it that you mean? well, watch your mouth uhh. at least we come cca, than other people, laa hor. everytime we, the bullshits. you praise others, i heck care. you insult us, i care alright. you said in front of everybody leey. where should i hide my face? stop, teacher. please, i can't take it anymore. & thanks, if you order pizza hut or whatever for our performance. :D

(sorry if i called we the bullshits.)

for you-my "best friend",

like seriously, don't act like you're a big girl. which means, we the "immature" ladies should listen to you. like a daughter listen to her mummy. & please, stop taking my bestest friend away. she shouldn't be with you, laaa. she should with me, instead. needless, you complaint to her about me. i thought we are friends, or should i call it, best friend since p5. it' bloody freaking, when you made me upset. you said that to me? even i never buy class tee, I STILL PART OF 2A2. isn't that still the same, honey? why must we have a reason if we not buying the class tee? well, hello! it's not nice. you think, it's nice? no wayy, uhh. no offence. you think you are the class chairman, dream on bitch. so bitchy, want to act big. it's in your face. everytime complain about people, family! & please, you're not in same boat with Nora. hahhahah, dream on. & continue on your dream, which is you're a star in our school. :D

it's horrible on TUESDAY. & thanks, shouted out my name. Nora & Gigi, please cheer up. :DDD

Hafiqa, you really sure about tuesday? like, erm. i thought other days uhh. hoho. Ain & Amirah, should hate them right? :D

& lastly, Happy Birthday to SETHEE. heh. i couldn't wait on monday. not for the bash. oh please.

i shall escape first. Don't bring any of that, HAFIQA! :)

-i wasn't angry with you, indeed.

; take me somewhere, :)

2010-04-10T23:58:00.002+08:00

stuck in the moment, :D

class tests are coming on next week & MYE are coming up soon.

i'm going to be nuts. i seriously need to buck up. it's enough made my mum freaking upset.

even though i proud of myself, got everything pass except for English.

mum, can you ever understand my situation? oh please, i beg you to stop your nagging.

stuck with hmwk, cca, teachers & everything. included PW. & i super hate PW.

got pissed off everytime. stop your crap or i should say your nonsense, nagging.

& thanks to you, i won't say out you name, you should who you are.

i'm not ready for the performances, please let me quit this cca.

-i gotta stop it.

; awesome. :D

2010-04-09T22:18:00.007+08:00

sister would scold me if she sees my bed full of things, :D

must post this ridicules things. :D

so hey. i wasn't really happy in this week. it's freaking up. well thanks to both of you, a couple = husband & wife, who spoilt my mood. at least, i play. oh great, why you bother about us? , why you keep staring at us? & why you keep referring to us? oh please, i need your good explanation. seriously, you spoilt my mood. it's up to me, if i want to come in late, if i want to sit in any way, if i want play seriously, if i want to talk with my friends, if i want to move like siao, if i want to smile & even if i hate you. you're not my mum, which force me to do these kinds of stupid things. heck care about my life, will ya? & yeahh, you want us, the angklung members to rememeber everything, oh please, you are brainless. test are coming up, honour's day is coming up, my birthday is coming, & even got a mountain of homeworks need to be done. don't depend on us, will ya? we are not your children. i don't wish to see them. & i want to quit. cos of her powerful mouth, which made me pissed off this cca. thanks alot, an irritating couple. :D

& to my teacher-in-charge,

are you deaf or what? i didn't say a word. as goes to both of them. we just asking you that can we quit? & what you say? are you twisting the story, teacher? & now, we three got scolded from our malay teacher which is now our teacher in charge of this cca too. & great, my malay teacher thought that we are lying to her, which means she don't trust us. we didn't say our comments, we are asking only. oh come on, you mean you ask us to stay that cca? there's no way that i can go back. i can't take my words back, cos i can't accept these freaking cca. we never go, get scolded. we got ask politely & say things different, we get scolded. what kind of teacher is this? & i have enough of this, teacher - my malay teacher. are you insulting me? & yeahh, i wasn't active in this sporting cca. but i force myself to join, cos of this bloody couple. which means, you want us to stay cos there were less people play that ridicules thing? oh please, i beg for your attitude to be nice. i'm sick of this cca. & i didn't care if i skip, cos i don't wish to see their faces. but cos of your attitude, which don't care about people around & places made me force myself to go. thanks for everything that what you have done! :D

stay back after school. Mdm Goh was in a bad mood. indeed, the way she talked like she was acting on the stage. Hoho! Rehearsal for cca was ugly. it's freaking not nice. played on the stage for 2 times, & i was the first line again, which i will be feeling embarrass on next tuesday. freak up. & it was damn hot, i was sweating like maddd. get the words right, i wasn't happy. bytheway, the way Hafiqa dance on the stage was cute. hahah! went to bus stop with Amirah & Ain, sc & stm. :D took our own buses respectively. same bus with Hafiqa, talk all the way to compass. talking about some things. should have our conversation back, soon. right, sexaaye? after that, went home. :D the weather is hot, & you still put down your fringe. hahah, it's pretty lame, darling. cos you think too much that he would fall for you. while another one, i think she's happy when he like or love you. oh please, don't think too much. he wasn't either cute or handsome, he's a simple guy. oh why both of you obsess with him? it's weird but funny. what type of rubbish i'm talking about. heh.

& lastly, before i went off to bed, Happy Birthday To Stz Saiyidah! :D

she's the one who talked rubbish! LOL! :)

-they made us into trouble.

; it's neither of us.

2010-04-06T20:41:00.003+08:00

it's a fact, i guess. :)

well hello. got busy week, i think. today's ccm was awesome.

cos i played nabilah's phone like iPod touch. isn't that awesome? :DD

quarrel with amirah, gyler. hahahha! she's gonna her her new phone on sunday, i bet.

to Hafiqa - You're sucks too! :D

it's totally random. Ain, Amirah, Nabilah & Isti include me are planing to cook at Nabilah's house.

anyone would like to follow us? :DD hahah. haven't confirm with the date & time. ;x

things went wrong. why?

-i get upset, cos of you. :'(

; troublemaker.

bear in mind, i won't be update my blog so often. thankyou. :D

2010-04-01T21:28:00.003+08:00

today, i'm going to post without picture. :(

alright, let's start. so hello. :D

it's been two days, cca days, like duhh. i was crazy. laughing like maddd.

when the part, me, amirah & ain talked about the freak. hahahah! & yes, syafiqah did join us. before we went to our cca respectively. :D

gossips, laughters & jokes. i'm freaking unhappy when that freak aim me to stop laughing & talking. & please take note of this, freak. me & amirah not a couple, cos we are not lesbian, this is called bestfriend, you dumbo. -.-

& Mr Tham's blue iPhone is showed up! :(

Featured Siti Nurhafiqa ;

heeeey. forget about everything alright. remember the good only. do cheer up, okay?

promise hor! don't worry about me. worry about yourself, hor. cos i don't have a good listening ear like you in this school. but i'm not desperate for that, anyway. You Shine My Day, whenever you smile to me. even if i'm moody. forgive me during the past. & i would like to thank you for the great moments. i seriously love it. that's why i adore you. see, i'm sweet right? :D haha, kidding. & yes, you know who is the boy that i like. oh great, you know my secret. :x

it's your turn to cheer up, i'm gonna be alright. i want to see your smile. :D & we need to hate her, okay? i know you hate me cos of her but i also hate you. :D kidding. SHE'S SUCKS. RIGHT?! :D take note, i'll post about you when i'm in a good mood. :) (L)

Featured Amirah, Ain, Syafiqah, Nabila, Rifhan & Nora ;

remember what we talk about -ahems & -ehems? we complaint both of them. hahahha. i know we are bad. but who cares? one is desperate for money & another is desperate to spend her money on her "sweetheart". agree? treat him not us, ayee. i'm not interested about you. cos you're sucks. get it? :D sorry, if i didn't keep my promise or something. :/ anyway i'm not desperate for your treat, it's wasting my time. hahah, & you. everytime come to school, talk about your family & the guys that you meet. it's funny, freaking funny. like there's nothing to talk about. & thanks alot for the things you made me happy. :D laugh like maddd. happy to the max. my red pen & other stuffs. (L) them. :D

they are great! :) ps ; i talk about both of them. :D

- you made my day happy. to Ellysha Malik. :)

; really, it's true.

2010-03-31T20:39:00.003+08:00

is everything alright?

yes, i do. i do feel it. what you say is correct. i was totally mad with her, sayang.

she's the one who made me happy during primary school times.

she's the one who shares secret together during that time. & i really can remember that.

& who's the one curing my pains away before we end up in secondary life together?

not you, bestfriend. well let me praise my bestfriend plus goodgood friend, Ellysha.

she's the one who knows about most of my problems.

she's the one who knows about my secrets.

& she's the one who makes me laugh like maddd.

so listen up, you are not making me happy again, but making me upset. why?

it's enough talk about you, it means nothing to me already. but i'm super duper upset.

you got the guts to stop it, friend. & thanks alot.

& yes, i admit. i like him. just like a friend, what do ya expect?

but i got my smile back when i saw his best smile. cool yeaah?

& got to express it out with both of them, H & E. :D cos i trust them more than you.

you've to accept it. means, i love them more than you. :)

-everything is ruined.

; oh, it's him. *meltzxcs. :D

2010-03-30T21:06:00.002+08:00

i got nothing on you,

went to Singapore Expo for the sake of Crocs shoe. stupid uhh.

most of the women shoes like aunty- aunty leey -.- my time just wasted.

How To Train Your Dragon -> was awesome. i should have love the dragons. :)

thanks Sister & her boyf. :D dinner at Ramen Ten. :D

plus today was great, awesome. :D laugh like maddd. hungrytothecore. happytothemax, when i was talking to teacher. :D ASKING THEM TO BUY iPhone ON MY BIRTHDAY! & she agrees it. hahhahah, no jealous please? but she didn't promise me to buy. :/

ayeee, Hafiqa. no more upset laaa. i hate it. smile more, darling. :D

great, people started to know that i like ____. -.-

-isn't that better?

; i got his signature. :D